bye 2009

i am happy 2009 is painted with my own hands
though many people think it is not pretty
i am most satisfied of this year
i wrote my own story, totally my own
bye 2009

That is Where

Sour

Sorrow
Pain

Take it away from me

Powerful Guy Repellant - tested & proven

Super Thick Mask
a Metamorphosis for Insa's wedding
Drag Queen of the Night
(^(oo)^)"

The Missing Piece meets the Big O

A dear friend sent me this link, a cute animation on how to go forward.

Very sweet and touching

Those who sow the seeds of blessings shall harvest plentiful blessings

not everything

not everything that you didn't see never happened
not everything that you didn't hear is a lie
not everything that you can't touch doesn't exist

Just Because

just because i don't announce my good deeds
doesn't mean i never done good things

just because i don't calculate my donation
doesn't mean i never donate

just because i don't count how many times i chant
doesn't mean i never chant

just because i don't hang around at holy places
doesn't mean i never visit

just because i don't get close to holymen
doesn't mean i never respect them

just because i don't cry when i hear touching stories
doesn't mean i am heartless

just because i don't believe everything people said
doesn't mean i oppose them

just because i failed to help others
doesn't mean i never try

whether you like it or not
i am doing what i want to do
i am doing what i think is correct
at the end, i am the one who is responsible of my own actions

i cannot see the importance why i need to spill all my good actions here & now
i don't need to please you & myself on misleading imaginary of glimmering rewards