As a proud Padangnese, no matter where I am, I will still keep the Padang spirit. Yap, even in Bali. Here's one of the proof. I sang "Ayam Den Lapeh", one of popular Minang songs. "Ayam Den Lapeh" literary translates to My Missing Chicken ... I sang quite well I guess, my team won 2nd prize and got a digital camera for the prize. Not too bad for a first timer, but we surely put quite an effort for it. I had a fun time that night.
For those who have no clue about the song. Please check out this youtube. You’ll get the idea of how cute and silly the song is… Hahahaha
I wanted to write this yesterday… the words keep playing in my mind.
Anyway, yesterday I made a clear statement about my decision. I was quite sure about it. It was an easy and clean-cut decision. Was so glad about it, feel relieved. I would say, this is my first GOOD un-influenced decision. Yeah, in the past, I let someone else do make decision for me; they are not always correct. Well, now I still ensure that I am making right decision by asking my baby too, but most importantly, I have to be comfortable with the decision. This time, I am. Wrong or not, it is in my hands, my responsibility. And I feel so great about it.
Yesterday, after the announcement, my mind started to unwind, playing the memories of my decisions. I used to regrets my wrong decisions, now that I think back. I don’t think they are. None of my decisions (influenced or not) are all-wrong. Although I have to go through some hard time, they actually shaping me up, making who I am now.
From all those “wrong decision”, there is one that still sticking in my mind … in a bad manner of course, yet creating much of who I am now. At that time, I was so vulnerable; I was actually very-very close to become a blindly devoted follower. Too bad, he pushed me way too hard that I bounced back, bounced high. Not only losing me as follower, now I am standing on my both feet stronger than before, and walking against the current, his current. I have to admit that I still have a great hatred on him, wishing that we never ever crossed path or wishing him bad stuff. But the wiser me is telling me that without his presence, without my mistake, without going through all the shit; I wouldn’t be able to realized how blessed I am. For this, I thank him for giving me a life lesson. All the experience made me realize and ensure me about my own feeling. And right now, I am fighting hard to make things right for me.I thank my baby for getting me up on my feet; I couldn’t have done this far without you. You are the best decision I ever made. Love you my baby. Porkchop.
Baby... baby... my baby This song is for you Love you, Porkchop
(Jason) Do you hear me, I’m talking to you Across the water across the deep blue ocean Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying
(Colbie) Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard
(Both) I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again
(Both) They don’t know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will
(Both) I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we’re in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday
(Jason) And so I’m sailing through the sea To an island where we’ll meet You’ll hear the music fill the air I’ll put a flower in your hair
(Colbie) Though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you’re all I see As the world keeps spinning round You hold me right here right now
9 April 2009 This morning at 8am, I’ve marched to my nearest polling station. Not too crowded, maybe cos I came a bit too early. I was the 4th person in the row to vote. There were 4 sets of ballots, each for different levels of governance. The ballot paper is so big, as big as a page of newspaper. Anyway, I spent at least 5 minutes in the voting room. I already know who to vote. Hahaha. There, I’ve fulfill my deeds as a good Indonesian citizen. So proud of it that I even fly back to cast my vote.
from top - clockwise: my lil' finger stained with ink as a mark that I have voted; proud look of me; me and the huge (dummy) ballot paper
See the arrow (top - clockwise): that's the voting room - hardly cover up anything; the waiting room; cheat-sheets on who to vote; more cheat-sheets